the judgement.

the day will come
and we all will be judged
it's really sad to see and to know
how cruel is this world
doesn't have a smile-full face
doesn't even mean an i-hate-you
i just don't know why people judge me like this
smile=nice person?
DAFUQ
i don't like to smile at those who don't like to smile at me.
i don't even like to smile at those who smile at me.
i don't even smile at the world.
you know what?
clowns never smile from the bottom of their heart.
they put on make ups that make them look smiling
and yes
seriously
i don't put that make up on.
surely i can do it whenever i want.

first three things Girl Guides tell me:
1. To memorize Persetiaan Pandu Puteri
2. To march
3. To sing songs.

the three things Girl Guides show to me the most:
1. this world is cruel and unfair
2. being on the top of the stairs never view the furthest sceneries
3. Mesyuarat Agung is just a judgement day, and it is to tell you your popularity and fame.

f**k the world.